2011

I feel bad that I've been neglecting the blog lately... I really would like to keep up on it because one day I'd love to print a few blog books instead of doing scrapbooks. Only because I don't have 1000K to invest into scrapbooking. Not because I don't love to scrapbook. Because I do.

I guess I've been waiting to see what I want to do with the blog. I've been debating going private, so I can post more personal things. I've also debated doing some type of online journal (that thought was instigated when I lost my journal months ago--STILL haven't found it *SOB* It's the one I've been writing in since I was baptized in 2005, and only has long detailed passages of some of the most meaningful and intimate moments of my life over the past 6 years, no big deal. *As I pop some Celexa/Cymbalta/Xanax*. ( I don't know why I keep doing ****** those things). I digress.)

Anyways. The TV just said "Big Brother even knows your dietary habits." Sheesh. I must be on the black list then. Bah! I digress again! Anyways.... The reason I even bring this up is I'm looking for suggestions to solve this problem. Has anyone had a good experience with an online journal? I need to do something, there are SO many things that I want to have a memory of....and the past few months with out my little diary have been a   b   l   u   r. 

Every time I blog I'm sure I say: Jada is getting so big. Jada is changing so much.

That's about the only consistent thing she does right now. Change. Grow. Mutate.

This morning she got up WAY TOO EARLY and I told her to "go back to sleep, it's still night time". "Mom, don't treat me like that!" is what she replies. 

Well sheesh, sorry! Definitely get up so we can play together while it's still dark outside. That sounds fabulous. Much better than the dream I was having about you and I running from a mountain lion on a blood thirsty hunt for humans.

She talks and talks and talks. She remembers every thing I tell her, even the made up stories about a bug that lives in your nose and bites little fingers. That wasn't one of my better decisions. If you take her somewhere cool, she'll ask to go back there every single day. Makes me feel like a broken promise mom. I never want to see those nasty Cabela's fish again, by the way. Every night she wants to "hold me" and give me a kiss on every appendage of my body. It's pretty much the sweetest thing ever, I hope she keeps doing that for a while. She quotes the movie Despicable Me all the time. "I hate that guy!" "He's gonna kick your butt!" "WHAAAAAAAAT??" I probably should have realized that film is rated PG for "Rude Humor" before I showed it to her. Great. I'm surely up for the mom of the year award. If I had a dollar for every time I've said "Jada, you can only say that when you are with mommy and daddy, do NOT say that at Elaine's house."...I would have a lot of dollars. 

Bradley is done student teaching on April 4th. I feel like all I think about lately is where he is going to find a job. Or should I say hopefully finds a job. Very exciting thoughts, but also very scary. 

C'est la vie!

Every time I stand up quickly I feel lightheaded. Low blood pressure? Probably. Should I go eat some sugar just in case it's low? Most definitely.  One time I told my doctor about it and she said it's probably because I'm athletic. HA! Oh yes, mmm-hmmm...that must be it. I should definitely be less athletic. That is surely the cure. 

Wow, I am on one tonight. I've been watching too many infomercials.

I better go, Jada's yelling at me that she wants a cookie, even though I KNOW she remembers me telling her 5 minutes ago "this is the last one!".

Oh yeah, the random collage up there is my beautiful sister-in-law Tiffany in some graduation pictures I took of her. She's awesome and OH-so gorgeous. Well, until next month!